I remind myself it’s still autumn
The leaves piled against the fence
and in the driveway
should be reminder enough.
A conspiracy
between this damned hill-of-a-yard
and my total lack of energy.
Meanwhile, I wait for answers
from my doctor. Maybe he’ll rake my leaves.
I could say the same thing
next month, for all the snow we get
here in January. But it’s December.
The tree is decorated, and some of those leaves
just blew into the neighbor’s yard.
I guess I’ll have to listen to
his leaf blower. Again.
The seasons just roll
one into another.
I need to remind myself
I’m still in my autumn.
I haven’t reached my winter.
Yet.
Call this stream of consciousness.
A thoughtful, reflective stream of consciousness. You seem far from winter, but I hope your doctor has good news. I’ve seen lots of posts about the benefits of not raking leaves. . .even if you do have to listen to your neighbor’s leaf blower.
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Thank you, Merril.
I could say that this year is an experiment in leaf procrastination, learned from my other neighbor. Her lawn service waits until the first week of December to clear her leaves. I’m downwind so I’m usually finishing final leaf cleanup after that. I just happen to be sharing the full the bounty with the next neighbor.
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Delightful and clever, Ken! Especially love the last 3 lines.
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Yeah – the last 3 lines make the poem for me. They’re amazing.
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Thank you. 🙂
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Thanks, Jazz.
I’ve spent the last thirty years denying age, so autumn sort of crept up on me. I’m willing to wait for winter.
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This definitely resonates! Seasonally and with regard to age progression … The abundance of leaves piling up is not unlike the many to-dos that I acknowledge but let wait till “later”. I sorta keep the to-dos categorized, organized. Sorta. Some of my piles are toppling over!
I love autumn for its cooling-off weather … maybe age-wise my need to be in control is “cooling off”?
Good luck with the doctors, one of the to-dos best not put aside too long.
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I always have a to-do list, but my method of prioritizing has evolved over the years. I try to keep everything away from the top of the list.
Most of my life has been relatively free of health issues. I think I jinxed myself when I openly stated that to a friend a year ago.
Thanks, Jazz.
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Wishing you the best Ken, and I have to say, I resonate way too much with this poem.
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Thank you, V.J.
I don’t plan to let a couple of speed bumps ruin the journey. Time to dig out the snowshoes. 😉
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Welcome. Looking like it here too
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Yes, how to live with the frustration, that niggling voice of should, to be transformed to could, or just maybe.
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Modified pacing. I need to work on that.
Thank you, Paul.
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Me too Ken. You’re very welcome.
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Ken, this is fantastic… are you actually waiting for results from your doctor? I hope you are okay…
Yours,
David
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Thank you, David.
And thank you for your concern. It turns out that (extreme) iron deficiency anemia may be the reason for my windedness in the past few months. My doctor put me on an iron supplement and scheduled an endoscopy and a colonoscopy to rule out internal bleeding. The endoscopy showed I have acid reflux (asymptomatic, so who knew?) and the colonoscopy is next week. Meanwhile, I’ve read that iron supplements can cause acid reflux.
These issues may be vexing, but they’re minor in the grand scheme of things.
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I think this resonates with many of us, and with this year. Hoping for good news. (K)
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Thank you, Kerfe.
I think we’re all waiting for “a break in the weather.”
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Yes.
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I may have fall-en right thru autumn, into winter. Thursdays, the apartment gardener blows leaves from our little porch. I close the window. ~
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weekly libretto
a ritual composition
staged direction
choreography extemporaneous
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I can relate to the autumn/winter metaphor, Ken. Hope all will be well with your health concerns.
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Thank you, Betty. Two tests down, another in three weeks. Process of elimination, I guess. I may not be able to wish this away, but a positive attitude is still key.
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Will be thinking of you, Ken. Wishing you good health in the New Year!
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And the same to you, Betty.
Happy New Year!
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